Thursday, September 10, 2009

Batch 41 had major breakdown today...hmmm...for the first time so many squadmates cried at the same time.

Bleahs. Ah why ma'ams left like that! ): squadmates fell out and most of us started crying when we noticed what happened... :/ bleahs. i started emoing since...the debrief at atrium? ahhh ): then fall in, close eyes...i guess i knew that ma'ams were going to give us something...bleahs. sang songs with eyes closed and fallen in...then my eyes started welling up -.- even though it was closed...bleahs!

1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8...9...10!

Open our eyes. Ma'am yi jing zou le T.T argh...glenda first to fall out and tell us to fall out too.. :/ bleahs. then sqdms started crowding around...noticed medicbag...knew what it meant...ah...then i walked away :/ cannot control already... started crying outside my classroom...some sqdms came over...jacinta was patting me telling me not to cry when she herself was crying...peiyin was crying until like siao...puayling was crying on my shoulder...bleahs...peiyin actually fell when going down the steps...:/ went to np room... bleahs...then we started crying again...bleahs...went back...some sqdms still sitting around...:/ twine. lesson plans. squadmates ah! why we always leaving stuff behind? ma'ams wei she me nvr scold us like normal times? wei she me! D: rmb during reflections sqdms were saying ltr gna get scolded bleahs...then all of us started crying again. bleahs...

Went to the toilet aiya... i dno. i was an emotional wreck...i just keep crying. sot alrdy D: changing clothes sqdms were saying we should laugh... laugh le you ku -.- bleahs. learnt that most sqdms cried too bleahs...changed. cried again when at atrium...zi ji walk in quadrangle to cool down...then started crying nonstop lalalala~ hmmm...went back to squids...going out to gate also cry...bus stop still crying...:/ now still crying...bleahs... the tears just keep coming...

NCOTC's ending was...bleahs... T.T

Ma'ams, thanks for everything you've done for us! Ma'ams took care of us, guided us, gave us advices! For these 3 years, ma'ams kan zhe wo men zhang da! Ma'ams, sorry for ever letting you down! Ma'ams, sorry for even the last time, we left our stuff behind during pitch! Ma'ams, sorry and thank you everything! Ma'ams, jiayou for everything in the future! Wo men bu hui wang ji ni men de! D: JIAYOU JIAYOU! ^^

bleahs....lalala im an emotional wreck.

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