if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

500th post:

This should be the last post for the year 2008 bah :D taking this opportunity to thank people and set a new year resolution :D

First thanks go to my family! :D always there for me and stuff. although there were unhappy moments but we braved them together :D papa wish you all the best in your career! mama hope you cook better food next year! LOL! nick jiayou in army! :D love you guys! :DD

Next goes to friends! :D thanks for brightening my life :D will always rmb all those pathetic attempts to make me smile more this year. sorry to those i offended and upset D: forgive nicole! :D sorry to those who had to stand with my random mood swings! :X next year shall be a better year WAHAHAHA! JIAYOU!

Next next! xiaohu, SA, and pink grp! must be wondering why right? after all its just 9 days. BUT you guys ended my 2008 really nicely! :D thanks for the memories! :D love shanghai, jiangnan! :D

Lastly, special people :X i doubt any one of you readers believe that my mood swings this year were random o.o random mood swings...disappearing bubbliness....smiles and all. lets just say i knew all along and said i didnt. i lied D: bad girl D: nicole has her reasons for doing things, does she? :l

anyway to special you(s): no matter you knew anot, i dont really care anymore. Okay maybe more like i cant care. i dont believe you can be blind enough not to notice. all 3 of you. okay fine 2. sorry doesnt work anymore. so save it. dont say you dont love if you still do. you can tell me all about those stuff but its just the actual fact that i dont wanna listen. you will never know why isnt it? blind. oblivious. jerk. forget seems to be the best way out. are you gonna suggest time? yeah i know. better in time better in time. thats all you know. but in actual fact who is the one who hasnt move on? Let those memories go, its not worth it.

Resolution 2009:
1) Get over my moodiness
2) Concentration of academics, better results
3) Get rid of my tone-deafness (if its possible at all)
4) Manage my temper

Nicole shall work hard on all those points! :D by 2010, nicole shall be a cheerful, smart and good-tempered person who can sing! LOL! :D

BYEBYE 2008! WELCOME 2009!

maybe forgetting you will save me the pain...

i know that i have loved you ... at 6:15 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

here.waiting ;


    nicole :)
    20 Aug Leo
    PCPS 1D 2D 3E 4G 5A 6A :D
    NYGH 106 206 306 :)
    NYNP/DALT BATCH 41! :)

[always.wanted;]


    More earrings!
    Bearbear!
    More outings!
    New wallet!
    Better MSG Results!
    Hoodie!
    New specs!
    Handphone pouch
    Cross dangling earrings
    Pierce ear holes
    Contact Lens
    New backpack
    New pencilcase
    New sport shoes

that.last.note


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