Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Blehs. i decided to use the comp coz i was reading this sad story written by lurlene mcdaniel and then gt so teary and wanted to distract myself before i read the ending. I like her books though it makes me weepy D: the stories make me wanna live my everyday life to the fullest and make them worth it. Sometimes makes me wonder what is dying all about anyway. a deep sleep? something that makes the people left behind sorrowful? makes me wonder its better if you're the one dying first so you dont have to weep for the once who leaves after you. makes me wonder if dying will just be going to sleep and never waking up again. wonder whether i will meet my friends and family who departs before me again. whether it hurts. I love her books coz it makes me realise to treasure my life and giving is more important that receiving. loving them is more important than being loved and that there is so many people around you that cares and love you too. If there is something i could do before i die, it would be removing all the hurt i caused during and after my presence. Life goes on. People move on. Death is just in the matter of time. So why not live everyday in smiles not tears? That concludes nicole's chim chim theory of death. LMAO. jkjk.
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:13 PM
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