if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Friday, October 31, 2008

Today was quite a normal day to me though its the last day together officially as 206'2008. gave some classmates and sqdms mentos. glenda still gt kinder bueno. pt toblerone. level closure was at boarding sch canteen. gt no feel at all. o.O peiting gave me a blue hairband with a green and blue heart that says 'love' (my company colours), then hers is a yellow strawberry clip with red and green stuff on it (our three company colours). glenda's is a purple giraffe clip! :D wore it and took sparstic photos but liwen haven send us yet so will post ltr. liwen gave me some toffee thingy. glenda gav me and pt a postcard and we had to tear it into half and take a half each. its to symbolise that we should nvr fight coz we need each other to be complete! :D yah...haha. talked to mrs heng. took report book. class closure was quite yah... janice said smth that almost made me cry though. she said that when she first joined sec sch she tot that no one has a true friend but this two years with us proven her wrong and there are real true friends, every one in the class. reminded me of that time she telling me she had no true friend and yah it kinda hurt my feelings. D: coz i was seriously true to being a friend of hers! D: anyway. glad she is convinced nw. took class photo. formal shot was totally funny. haha. informal shot stood with glenda and peiting, and amanda on the other side. me and amanda did some seriously stupid pose HAHA. sigh. nw that i think of it. i will miss some classmates lots too. D:

I thought today wont cry at all. then after dalt, ate the small goodies the sch gave. jiang jiang hua. then sit the swing. peiyin started singing sad songs. then glenda started emoing. i keep irritating jacinta to sing a jap song. then other sqdms playing ball. swing swing swing. peiyin gtg. then yijia took over her seat. then we lamely played the 'see who cry first game'. turn out that jacinta is a pro. nxt time she cry think twice before believing her LOL! then glenda started emoing like seriously. then yijia tryin her best to emo. i just couldnt. then went home around 7+ walking out of sidegate. then i randomly said that glenda hav nt hugged me for a long time. then glenda made the '-.-' look. then i was like LOL as usual. unexpectedly she tapped me and hugged me. yah. okay so my 20 mins trying to emo went dwn the drain just like that. glenda happen to say 'so this is the end of our classmateship'. and then i started to tear. dammit. then i started crying. ah. jacinta is as good a comfort as peiting (i assure you its nt a complement) she started huang-ing coz she dunno how to comfort people who is crying real tears. ah anyway. just weird. the 3 of us dont mind hugging others but ourselves. quite weird yah. ah weird. i ming zhi next yr still can see glenda and peiting but still emo...T.T i shall stop making myself feel like crying... AHHHHHHHHHH! sqdms wo hui hao xiang nian gen ni men yi qi du guo de shi guang! D: ai si ni men le! D:



thanks guys you made my two years in nanyang really happy! :D but as glenda said, 'dont cry because it ended, smile because it happened.' 4106/goh nee pop wan sui! :D

Song dedicated to glenda, peiting and other beloved classmates:


In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared


In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me

Though it's the hardest thing to sayI'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things
we'll wish we'd never said

In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner,
no regrets

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last.

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll comfort you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
`Cause a true love never dies

so...GOODBYE! all the best in the years to come yah? will miss you guys lots :D

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:33 PM
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