if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Saturday, March 31, 2007

Hello everybody...

I am going bonkers...terrible mood swing...I am so not my normal self...something got into me...see wad happen at my sqd blog:

harl0 sqdms...

You ppl will noe hu is blogging rite now...judging frm my english...i definitely agree with wenxiian...so near yet so far...i dun understand why like "DAT" l0r...it DOESNT MAKE SENSE...Feeling v.sad now...esp hearing this sad sad song..."but when i open my eyes u are gone" quite depressing...once u hear it again n again...on a late sat nite...when all is silent...and when u start to think...u will think alot..ALOT...i mean it...all comes to u like hmm... e river(???)...sometimes i hope time will stop when i can enjoy my time...with u ppl...wont grow old...stay with all of you...and hu eva u are thinking of dat i am( u noe...NOT A GUY IN CASE U GOING Y~~) ...anyway, when u are all alone...hearing depressing song...silently u tink alot...things u will nvr think of in the day...things...dat u treasure s00 much...I dunno...shld not continue or u ppl will noe hu (more than one) im thinking of...U noe...my hse overlooks the highway...at nite it is always almost empty...like how i feel every nite...in the day it is always jammed pack jus like my life...My life is nvr perfect...no one's is...sometime it is time u let go of some..but it is hard to...u are finally seeing the thinking side of me...frm the cheerful laughy and...joking gal..dun usually blog like this...u haven even see a "haha" since hmm...long time?

Treasure each other
Loves~~ Your sqdm...

SEE? i gone...like all serious...not laugh...so sad...=[...i nid serious conselling...WAAAA~~~* burst into hysterical tears*

~Depressed~

i know that i have loved you ... at 11:02 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

here.waiting ;


    nicole :)
    20 Aug Leo
    PCPS 1D 2D 3E 4G 5A 6A :D
    NYGH 106 206 306 :)
    NYNP/DALT BATCH 41! :)

[always.wanted;]


    More earrings!
    Bearbear!
    More outings!
    New wallet!
    Better MSG Results!
    Hoodie!
    New specs!
    Handphone pouch
    Cross dangling earrings
    Pierce ear holes
    Contact Lens
    New backpack
    New pencilcase
    New sport shoes

that.last.note


reminds.me.of